Saturday, July 5, 2008

1 last day le...

I WAN HIDE IN THE DARK.. LIVING UNDER NIGHTMARE!!
sian lo.. early morning 7am i call papa gif me miss call need to complete my damm project.. yesterday, wanted to finish it but my heart gif me problem so have to rest..my breathing gets harder i just wish 1 day i stop breathing stop waking up 2 c this painful world.. i miss papa n blackie.. i angry with MR WHY!! WHY LA WHY U MAKE ME ANGRY WHY A LITTLE THINGS U WAN KPKB!! U CANNOT LET ME WIN AR.. U GET MY WEAK POINT! SORRI SORRY SORRI N SORRI IS ALL I SAY WHEN PPL ANGRY.

I SUPER WEAK I HATE MYSELF. I HATE MYSELF SO MUCH EVERY NIGHT I LOOK AT MYSELF I WAN CRY!!

I HATE MYSELF SO MUCH!!

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SORRI PAPA!! I KNOW U DISAPPOINTED WITH ME I KNOW U ANGRY WITH ME.. PAPA!! FORGIF ME PLS!!

SAD AR!!

school starting... i miss papa i miss blackie.. papa my dearest papa my best papa!! blackie my dearest doggie my best doggie. the onli dog in singapore who can play audition!! sad lo!! now i realli don wan do project wan throw everything aside hide in my bed n cry.. i feel so emo.. papa GOME!!!

DON ASK ME WHY LE.. cause i also want to know why!!

WHT HAPPEN TO ME AGAIN!!

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