Lousy Lousy Lousy

Haiz. i really extremely lousy ba..
Seriously, nothing i am good. Home almost 1 week le..Damm boring ba! other than baby sit Ahgirl bring her to art lesson & ballet lesson other time i will sleep all the way until 5pm. Grace jie, Elly ma & stella mama keep ask me go back MC work lo. Miss them la, but working means no time for everything leh.. Super tired tired job 6days per week by the time i reach home i just too tired to move..
Dad still home! pls some1 hurry ask him go back indon la.. Everyday ask us help this do that, if sis don help it means he will nag me to do it... Kindly help him out no thanks but grumble..
I just ask mum pay my credit card bill la.. Promise not to use overlimit le! she wanted keep my card but i promise not to use it le... I thought she want "freeze" my card like what happen in the movie.
Baby, Till today u still don trust me.. Today, i sit in front of my comp whole day search everything. I didn't expect this to happen. I am so torn apart by the truth. Ever since i drop the phone, tears keep running down my face. Remember, i use to tell you whatever happen i will be by your side, i will wait for you. You use to tell me you need me in your life, i fill up part of you. Why can you leave me alone behind, catching your shadow. End of station, i have to face the truth of you and her. Now, i have to face fear, pain, lonely, darkness alone knowing you are not there for me. I am the last to know all the news, but i promise and hope when you are in fear i will be the first to be there for you. Sickness or healthy i will be there with you. Take Care!
Let me sort out my feeling. Before blogging back.